Autumn is coming
Windy and sad as ever
Why do I keep crying?
Cause it was now or never?

Tired of my own soul
Sick of all the running
Going with the flow
Is there anything else coming?

Shattered by compliments
Crushed by faulty feelings
Is there a twin of me?
Can she face any more failings?

My existence questioned
Devoted to complete stranger
Confused by all those changes
Not aware of the danger

Autumn is coming
Bringing the sadness along
Summer was so shiny
Healing takes way too long

Question mark sits still
In front of my eyes
Only darkness hides it sometimes
As well as all your lies

The thruth stays in the corner
Just anger can pull it near
Each time I remember
What I should have feared

What was once fun
What was once bold
Now hides in the shadows
And grows more and more cold

Autumn is coming
I feel it in my bones
You never understood me
Now let’s play sticks and stones

You hurt me
Now I’ll hurt you
Let’s play your game
See what I can do?

You should be ashamed
You should feel some guilt
But can you really FEEL?
What’s that thing you’ve built?

Autumn is coming
The chill is already here
Will it take away my love?
I hope it can, my dear

Staring to the future
Living for today
Slipping into memories
Each and every day

I trusted and believed
I’ve hurt and was hurt too
I lived another life
But all I got was “boo”

I may be a little girl
But boo back you little fucker
I thought you were a hero
Relax, you’re just a sucker

Autumn is coming
So fresh and so swift
The wind collects all pieces
And offers them a lift

What’s left and what’s gone
Are some tears and some words
I’ll never let you near again
That’s what I swear to all known lords

I begin to learn
How to separate body and heart
Thank you for that
And thank you for tearing me apart

I’ll ignore your blue eyes
Ignore their cold stare
And save your pretended smile
For another fool that will care

Autumn is coming
I long for its grey skies
You should long too
It perfectly fits your disguise